How Do I Deal

Submitted by Jason Caetano

Everyday I wake up to another day gone by,
Nothing but the open roads and a never ending why.
Anything can happen, yeah, but nothing ever does,
I try to change, it's kinda strange,
Same as it ever was...

But look at us.

And how do I deal with you,
How do I deal with me,
When I don't even know myself,
or what it is you want from me.
And how do I deal with us,
How do I know what's real,
When I don't even trust myself,
Or what it is I feel,
And how do I deal...

Yeah...

Every night in the dark I lie awake in bed,
How am I supposed to dream,
with all the static in my head.
Torn in all directions and I, pray for some relief.
What can I do but feel the weight I'm underneath,
And grit my teeth.

How do i... how do i... how do i deal...
How do i... how do i... how do i deal with you...
At night i lay in bed, with static in my head...
How do i trust myself when i don't know what's real...