Underwater

[Verse 1]
How did I end up here?
Another bullshit year
Drowning in my fears
Oh, just a stupid girl
In her own messed up world+
Trying to disappear

[Pre-Chorus]
Will they even care if I'm not here?

[Chorus]
I'm lost, can't be found
I speak but make no sound
And my thoughts weigh me down
Will I swim or will I drown?
Words are spoken underwater
Through the echoes in the waves
Maybe everything gets better
If I don't try to escape

[Verse 2]
Feel a burning in my lungs
Think I'm too far gone
To get myself out this time
I hatе when they tell mе that I should try harder
And there's no such thing as a mental disorder
It's all in my head, that's what they said
Then why can't I get the f*** out of my bed?

[Pre-Chorus]
They probably wouldn't care if I'm not here

[Chorus]
I'm lost, can't be found
I speak but make no sound
And my thoughts weigh me down
Will I swim or will I drown?
Words are spoken underwater
Through the echoes in the waves
Maybe everything gets better
If I don't try to escape

[Bridge]
Don't wake me up
I've had enough
Just leave me numb and painless
Don't wake me up
My time is up
Just set me free

[Pre-Chorus]
I know they wouldn't care if I'm not here

[Chorus]
I'm lost, can't be found
I speak but make no sound
And my thoughts weigh me down
Will I swim or will I drown?
Words are spoken underwater
Through the echoes in the waves
Maybe everything gets better
If I don't try to escape!